“Eyes wide, darting wildly around the room, streaming with pain induced tears. Hands bound tightly behind me, shoulders aching like hell, hands throbbing for need of fresh circulating blood. In this windowless prison I have no idea if it’s day or night.
He’s standing guard behind me. His breath hot and heavy over the top of my head, “Look at him, f*cking look at what you made me do!” A wailing sound escapes from him, then instantly he starts laughing, loud and nervous bouts of crazed laughter.
His calloused hand clamps under my chin, fingers splayed across my face, pinning my head in the direction of the aftermath.
I kick out uselessly. My legs are bound to each chair leg. I realise I’m never going to get out of here alive, yet still I want to fight. I tell myself to stop wasting energy but in my panic, I kick out again.
He drops his weight down across the back of my shoulders. His hand squeezes my face, my teeth dig into my inner cheeks. As his thumb presses harder, I taste blood in my mouth. “Bloody sit still and look at him!”
With two fingers, he pulls my eyebrows upwards, lifting my eyelids until I’m staring at his battered corpse, drowned in a pool of blood, sweat and tears…”
Written by Ling Lee (05/02/13).
I guess this is what everyone wants to do to someone when they find out their partner has cheated on them.
In many peoples minds, violence looks to be the first response. The majority of those would just imagine hurting the culprit, but the small minority who lose control will destroy.
Here’s to dark thoughts. My mind ticks differently. I am unique. I am who I am. I may not be perfect, I may be fighting an eternal inner battle but I know what lies within me. So today I am the stronger and better person.
Please keep reading. Extract suggestions are welcome. I’m trying all sorts of writing styles. Good day to you all. 🙂